Its Not Something That’s Supposed To Last Forever So I Don’t Expect It To. But When I Get 1 Inch Of Happiness I Hope It Stays For More Than A Week, That Maybe, Just Maybe This Time I’ll Be Happy Like I Used To Be In The Past. Memories Flow In & I Realize How Unhappy I Can Be At Times..

Sometimes I Let My Feelings Take Over, Probably Not The Best Thing. Don’t Get Me Wrong. I Don’t Regret Anything No Matter What It Is, Whether Its A Good Or Bad Decision. I Just Feel Sometimes I Let My Emotions Take Over & Because Of It I Get Hurt. Do You Ever Get So Confused To The Point Where Sometimes You Don’t Care At All But At The Same Time You Would Do Whatever You Could To Be With This ONE Specific Person ? … Sometimes I Wish I Just Had An Idea On What I Was Actually Doing.